Shawarma for Thought !

Stream of senseless thoughts…

July 22, 2008 · 2 Comments

Hmm…I am so bored and sleepy…

The wine was amazing last night. It was so smooth. I was reminded of the lovely wines I sampled in Italy…

I think I could do with some coffee. Though, only an Espresso could wake me up from my slumber…

B has resumed her Kathak classes. She seems so excited about it. I wonder what could make me that excited at this juncture…

Aaaarg…my persistent cough refuses to go away !

What do I cook tonight…some fancy paneer matar, or plain old dal chawal ??

Damn…I have to return my library book tomorrow. Still have a long way to go before finishing it ! Evelyn Waugh is not really my cup of tea…

A trip to Ladakh is my ultimate dream at the moment…

Clouds…green…babies…feet…red nail-polish…blond hair…senorita…bald men…rimless glasses…

I know I didn’t make any sense…but it feels good to write senseless stuff at times…

:-) ))

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The duality of Islam…

July 20, 2008 · 3 Comments

Today, I came across an article which spoke of Meccan Islam and Medinan Islam; rather, the divide between the two. It came as a revelation to me because, I thought the only factions existing in Islam are Sunni and Shia.

Apparently, the Prophet wrote only part of the Koran in Mecca. Subsequently, when he was driven out of Mecca for spreading the message of Allah, he proceeded to Medina where he was the ruler for a certain period, and completed the subsequent portion of the Koran. Both these portions mark two completely different phases of the Prophet’s life, and it reflects on the writings too.

The Meccan Islam is purportedly, more tolerant and peace-loving, whereas the Medinan Islam is a lot more aggressive about spreading the message of Islam. Clearly, the extremists and Jihadis follow the latter, and probably misconstrue it for their own convenience, using it as an excuse to carry out their hate-crimes.

I am not sure about the authenticity of what I’ve mentioned though. When I questioned one of my colleagues (who is a devout Muslim) about this, he vehemently denied it, and said that there are no two parts to the Koran, and that the tone of the book is the same throughout.

I guess, I’ll be able to conclude only when I read the Koran myself someday…

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Kamunyak – The Blessed One

July 20, 2008 · Leave a Comment

  The other day, I saw a very touching story of a lioness on Animal Planet. I missed the beginning of the show. But, from what I understood, she had been separated from her pride at an early stage of her life. Lions, being very social animals, tend to get highly insecure on being separated from their social circle.

  This particular lioness, by name Kamunyak was so lonely as a result of the isolation, that she developed an attachment towards an oryx calf. This relationship was mutually destructive for the both of them because, the calf had not yet weaned away from her mother and needed her mother’s milk to survive. Also, Kamunyak was unable to hunt for food because she had to protect the calf.

  The following days saw both the animals becoming weaker and weaker for lack of food. On one fateful day, as the calf was wandering about nibbling on some grass, Kamunyak wasn’t particularly attentive. As a result, a lion which was looking for prey caught sight of the calf and pounced on it. Kamunyak helplessly looked on and even followed the lion for a distance, as he walked away holding the whimpering calf in its mouth, and finally killed it.

  Apparently, Kamunyak adopted many more calves after this incident, but as expected, they didn’t survive. One fine day, she disappeared…never to be seen again.

  Nature never ceases to surprise you with such miracles…

 

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Randomness again…

July 17, 2008 · 3 Comments

Some random stuff (since I don’t feel inspired  enough to blog about anything significant)…

- Yesterday, on the construction site of a well-known company in Dubai, a few thousand workers raised a ruckus and caused a lot of destruction in the offices of the company. It was their way of protesting against the unfair treatment that they had been subjected to. Apparently, they had not been paid their wages on time. Some say it happened because they were enraged over the increase in their mess fee. I am not sure about the details because the incident has not been reported in the newspapers (for whatever reason). I am thoroughly disgusted with the callous attitude of these construction companies though. Why doesn’t this country have any Labour Laws ?!

- A few days ago, I happened to put my foot in the mouth royally ! I had a vociferous argument over a religious issue with one of my colleagues. Though, my tone was not insulting at any point of the argument, offense he did take. And ever since, he refuses to speak with me, though I offered him an apology, making it clear that I never meant to insult his beliefs, but just intended to make my point clear. I guess, he took it very personally. Henceforth, I have decided to keep my mouth shut in front of such religious fanatics.

- Yesterday, my sister said something poignant to me when I mentioned the above incident to her. She was quoting Guruji’s words, when she said that ‘Intolerance towards intolerant people doesn’t make you any different from them’. Very true. I should keep this in mind, when I get enraged with these bigots, who keep trying to impose their opinion on others !

- In other news, S and I have decided to avoid shopping malls and theatre completely for the next one month. Under normal circumstances, this is really no big deal. But, considering the fact that we reside in Dubai- the shopping paradise, and that the temperatures here are soaring to really uncomfortable highs nowadays, and that we don’t have much of a social life here, and that we have agreed to switch on the television only on alternate days for the next one month (that was my idea because I have become sick of the idiot box !)…it really is a big deal ! I hope we spend the time more constructively as a result.

- A few days ago, one of my colleagues, a 46 year old lady, happened to mention that she dislikes a new, young Hindi actress (whose recently released film has become a huge hit) so intensely that every time she sees the actress on screen, she feels like giving her a tight slap ! Personally, I find the actress quite cute and likeable. But more than anything else, I really wonder if I would have such strong negative feelings towards someone who is just acting and doing her job, at that age ! If you ask me, It simply strikes me as immature and silly !

- I think I am becoming increasingly judgemental nowadays ! I wonder why. One of these days, I am going to sit down and make a list of prejudices I have against people with specific traits or characteristics. I hope to work on it. I hate to think of myself as patronising…

- Talking about lists, I have also decided to make a list of 100 things I want to do before I get dead. A couple of things which immediately come to mind are sky-diving and bungee jumping. I’d also like to get a tattoo done. Not to forget, I would like to be able to play a decent game of chess. Guess I’ll stop now. Will publish the list on this blog, once I am done with it ! (Making the list that is…)

Okay…that’s all for now. I will now get back to work ! Feels good to write after the long hiatus…

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:-(

July 8, 2008 · 3 Comments

(The floodgates seems to have given way to an outpouring of morbid posts from my side. Aah…it is one of those phases, unfortunately).

Why am I feeling jealous of her ? I know, I am blessed to have everything I could ever have dreamt of. Yet, every time I hear about something good happening in her life, I feel a tinge of envy. So unwarranted, I know ! They say, half the battle is won, when you acknowledge the feeling. In my case, it only seems to be getting worse.

Such negative emotions don’t suit me…I am not used to it ! Where did the positive, spirited, baggage-free ME disappear ?!

:-(

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The Secret…

July 8, 2008 · Leave a Comment

We dance round in a ring and suppose,

But the Secret lies in the middle and knows…

Why doesn’t the Secret make itself known to me ? I am so tired of looking for it. Maybe I am not looking in the right place. Maybe I don’t recognise it…in that case, how will I realise when it comes in front of me ?

Either way, I know something is missing. There is a big gaping void in me. And I don’t know how to fill it…:-(

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Leave me alone !

July 7, 2008 · Leave a Comment

If there is one thing I can’t stand in people, it is intolerance. Intolerance towards another opinion, another way of life, another religion…anything different from what falls in their framework of thought.

‘How can you be an atheist’ !

- Because, being the opposite does not appeal to my rational sense !

‘How can you smoke/drink, being a lady’ !

- The same way you can smoke & drink & do many more unmentionable things, being a man !

‘How can you sit and watch TV, while your husband cooks for you’ !

- Because my husband loves to pamper me once in a while, and I revel in it !

‘How can you oppose what your parents tell you, thereby implying that parents can sometimes be wrong’ !

- Because I am fortunate to have parents who always taught me to think for myself, and question what does not appeal to my logic, even if it happens to be something my parents say. Also, I do have the sense to realise that parents are human, and not entirely infallible !

‘Why are you so weird’ !

- Has it ever occured to you that I might just be different from you…and that does not necessarily make me weird ! What is weird anyway…

BAH !!!!!!!

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And Nadal is the champion…

July 7, 2008 · Leave a Comment

What a match it was…and what a glorious end to Wimbledon 2008 !

I was supporting Nadal throughout the tournament. Though, I am a huge fan of Roger Federer too ! I truly believe, Federer is one of the most elegant players in tennis. But, Nadal is absolutely power personified ! The best thing about him is probably his never-say-die attitude ! He seems to be playing for every shot, not letting his previous victories or defeats weigh on his mind and affect his game. Not to mention, his quick pace…it is truly mind-blowing !

And to think, he is only 21 years old (young rather !). Already achieved so much…

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No rights or wrongs…

June 25, 2008 · 6 Comments

In order to gain a better perspective on the Zionist-Arab issue, I decided to read some local Israeli newspapers today. As I had mentioned before on this post, I wanted to delve more into the Jewish viewpoint on the entire issue, as I wasn’t sure if I was getting an unbiased analysis, here in the Middle East.

Anyway, after having read a few articles in one of the Israeli dailies, I am now more confused than ever. Not to mention, utterly weary and depressed. As is the case with most issues, there is no right or wrong side in this one, either. Both sides have perpetrators as well as victims, in seemingly equal measures.

Quite a few of those articles and comments were filled with vengeance, hatred, and bordering on fanaticism. Having gone through so many years of strife, is obviously the reason for such strong sentiments. I feel so disconnected when I come across such extremist views. Maybe, because I have never felt so strongly about my religion. I am not sure, if I feel that way about my country even. I definitely consider myself patriotic, because I love my country, and I am immensely proud of its heritage. But isn’t patriotism a relative word ? I don’t know, to what extent I would go for the sake of my motherland. Does the fact, that I choose to live away from India, in order to have a better quality of life and to make more money, make me any less patriotic ? I guess so…

In any case, I consider myself blessed to have been born in a free country…moreover, a democracy.

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Self-Personified !

June 25, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Sometimes, I wonder if my blog is really a true reflection of my personality. I have no idea, what sort of a person i come across as. Hopefully not a cynical, pessimistic whiner with no confidence in herself, or in the workings of the world.

Instead, a sensitive, caring, fun-filled, brave, intelligent and articulate woman brimming with confidence and positivity…

Aah…I got carried away describing myself (the best version of myself, rather !)

Just for a day, let me try to be the best I can ! Gee Personified….:-))

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